I saw the doctor today.  I am checking my insurance to see if it will pay for a help in meal/exercise planning as well as surgery.  My doctor says I am a prime candidate for the surgery, guess I need to the downside of it.  I have decided to add carbs to my diet and still reduce the sizes from the diet Tina has me on.  I feel a hell of a lot better.  The Doctor said I was in real danger yesterday with the symptoms I told him about, he said one of the medicines I am on for diabetes was what really cause it.  That drug drives the sugar down no matter what the sugar level is in the body.  He warned me NOT to do it again, scared me (really).  Yesterday I felt like I was going to die and then I WANTED to die from how I felt.  I need to be checking my sugar level now, I was a bad boy and never really checked it (those damn little test strips are so expensive!).  I really want this, I want the prize, I want that golden ring, that reward, my life.  I want to be around to walk my daughter down the aisle in a few years when she finds that right guy.  I want to go on that Alaskan cruise and do the helicopter/sled dog ride, climb that wall on the ship.  There is so much in my heart that I want to do and with the weight off I WILL be able to do it.  I will get there!  Watch me.  Remember comments and encouragement are wanted, either here, FaceBook, or email me MrWertGumby@aol.com.

Extra Note:  I just took my blood sugar 103!  It has been that low in years!